Feelings at the moment

the only thing that kinda sucks about doing art, is sometimes you have to force yourself. to do it. and while some people say and think that it should be easy for me to just come up with stuff. its really not. these things can't be forced. the reason why people like my art, is because it has feeling. there is something to it that makes it come to life. and don't want to rush pictures and not put out my best work, not only is it not fair to the people that buy it and enjoy it, but its not something i would like to do. i don't like putting out stuff that i don't fully stand behind.

I am trying not to let the stress of working on art for a lot of different people get to me, but sometimes its difficult. I'm used to just being an artist that creates when ever. but now its become a job. and it is a change that will take some getting used to. but ehhh. at least people are starting to appreciate my talents.